i have to constantly remind myself this because with so many frustrations mounting up, i sometimes want to throw in the towel. actually not sometimes. all the time! word around town is that my agent doesn’t do anything, and duh he hasn’t been doing anything. i need new headshots because i look like i work for disney. it’s not the image i’m going for. i don’t want people to perceive me as a disney actor, but rather a serious young adult. once i get new headshots, i’ll have to hustle again for another agent. i feel i’m not getting any better with improv and the last class is this coming tuesday where we’ll find out if we pass or not. if i pass or not, i still have to put down hella money for classes to improve. money that i don’t have because i’m broke ass, and with the holidays rolling around, how can i afford gifts for the people i care about? how do i make money as an actor when i don’t go on any auditions? how do i keep myself available for auditions, if i’m caught up working at the restaurant? ugggghhhhh!!! it doesn’t happen overnight! it doesn’t happen overnight, it doesn’t happen overnight! i must persevere. i must.