i’m here. no excuses now.  except for my insecurities.  in the mecca of aspiring actors and actresses, i feel like i’m a dime a dozen.  in the mecca of established actors and actresses, i just feel stupid.  what makes me special from the rest?  i know spanish! hahah, i guess i’m not really special.  so why keep going?  i saw a quote today and it’s relevant to this entry,

“It does not matter how slowly you go so long as you do not stop.” – Confucius

because that’s why! i am a firm believer that i will not fail as long as i do not stop. yes, it’s going to be hard: ton of rejection, little opportunities, and la traffic. but what’s the use of worrying about what might happen.  yes, it’s wise to be prepared, but i feel it in myself that i can take it, i can take whatever comes my way until i succeed.  i believe in myself!